Selfishness

I abhor selfishness, but I suspect that I am selfish. But I don’t know.

I enjoy cleverness, and I think that I’m clever. But once again, how would I know.

Do I have to rely an other people’s feedback? I know that I don’t go around accusing people of selfishness Willy nilly, so why would anyone tell me?

And how important is it to know? Would I be able to cure my selfishness if I knew I was selfish? And isn’t a certain amount of selfishness necessary?

Probably I should just measure the responses of the peeps around me, and decide if I am getting what I want.

Unfortunately I tend to be a bit judgmental… I abhor judgement. But I don’t know.